Friday, March 11, 2011


MARCH 11, 2011


* "Have space for GOD. God is enough for me.God completes me"

- In this busy world,. sometimes we are pre occupied by the worldy things,. in terms of gadgets,work,personal business, homesickness,. these things are merely unworthy.

it continually gives us obssession, grediness and desire,. that leads us the wrong way.But as we soon realize, the all end things, will always be HIM.

* "We are beautiful in God's eyes.We are very good."

- God created us in his image and likeness. He always say, its always very good. We are created with a purpose. I was then touch by a sharing,. she had her accident,.

and then her face was totally damage and had undergone surgeries. but through this life experience, she was changed 360 degrees and was trully embraced by GOD. But then, along the way, someone told her imperfection physically,.

a person that trully doesnt understand, beyond what he can see. all that she did was cry.but then, as i hear it, im quite upset. ill pray for him, because he wasn't able to see the beauty that i see with this CREATION. She is perfectly created.

She even prettier day by day... because now, she is nourish with GOD's moisturizer.

* "RESTORE yourself, to finally say to yourself : I AM BEAUTFUL"

- we are called again by HIM, to finally restore ourselves to be able to see our beautiful side.

*" GoD is taking care of YOU"

- God fully understands our trials. He even sent his only son, to fuly understand our actions and live with us and die for us. Dont ever forget that he always know what we want, what we need. all you have to do is talk with HIM. He is willing to listen,. Give him your time.

* "If you want to CHANGE,. this CHANGES must come from you"

- Gradually, you will soon realize that you were restore. all you have to do is make a choice,. its in YOU.

* "Sometimes God's instrumentation is not there because there is always a PURPOSE"

- Sometimes what we want is not given by HIM, because he know that its not meant for us. He knows it very well, there is always a purpose. God knows everything,. Just put your trust with him. Because we are then created with His purpose. not ours.

always remember:


1:46 AM 3/12/2011



Tuesday, March 8, 2011

That man...

After I finished the k-drama Secret Garden. I then realized, that once that man, finally love you for real,. even he's such a fool,. He will try to win you and be with you forever... I love the lyrics of this song.
Hope I can have time and buy a new grand piano to play this song... saranghae! your on your way! Aja! Fightin!
Thou i still didn't meet you, i didn't know you,. take our own time,. it will be a long way...

listen to this song...

Tuesday, February 8, 2011


 I would like to share to you the readings that i had tonight in my "IN HIS STEPS reflections",.
 This is the first time, I was teary eyed,. I was merely TOUCHED. That each word that i read, drag me to reflect,.
Yes this Reflection is perfectly right. It is better to LOVE that to be RIGHT. 

Here it goes:


Sometimes we tend to forget what and whose laws we follow. 
Sometimes, we tend to press more on following the pre-set traditions and dictates of the world than that of the true essential to us- 
following and living the Word of God.

Christ has pointed out directly to the Pharasees their underlying deeds of professing the dictates of the WORLD 
and tradition but outright neglect of the teaching of GOD. Christ wants us to be LOVE, personified. HE wants us to be a walking and "MODERN" Christ.
It is with us, the true believers and followers, where real compassion should flow out, where real hope should stem out and real love bring over.

MOther Theresa once said, "TRUE love is LOVE, only when you give and love until it hurts. 
Faith contained only in quiet and reflective times are just passive deeds. It should be translated into action.
It comes in real and tangible connection to people whom God wants us to serve and love.
It is the love does not live in contrite and strict, heavy-laden kind of legalism. The Lord does not want us to be confused with so many laws.
He laid it out very simply for us, "LOVE your God above all else and love your NEIGHBORS as you love YOURSELF,"

* God provide us everything,. God love us,. everyone,. and yet the golden rule HE wants from us,. sometimes, or even oftentimes, FORGOTTEN.

I can say,. Im a prisoner,.
because I oftentimes forget this Golden rule.
Can you give me not a life Sentence,. nor even a death raw,.
But a chance,. always a chance,.
to CHANGE and follow you,. to be UPRIGHT and MODERN you.
i know it would take time... but please bear with me...


thank you.salamat.shukran.ghumsanida.shishi.

1:17 AM 2/9/2011

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Thank You For The Broken Heart...

I just wanna share this song,. 
I love to hear it,. and i want to dedicate it,.
but its too late...
so i just merely blog it...

Everything I know about love
I learned from you, from you
And everything I know about pain
I learned from you, you

You were my only, you were my first
You showed me lonely, and you took me in when I was hurt
But the most important thing you ever gave me
Was the one that hurt the most

So thank you for the broken heart, oh yeah
And thank you for the permanent scar, oh
'Cause if it wasn’t for you, I might forget
How it feels to let go, and how it feels to get a brand new start
So thank you for the broken heart

I still remember when you called
And said that he didn’t mean anything
How could you expect me to look at you
The same way
You were my only but not my last
You showed me lonely, and you made me put you in the past
But the most important thing you ever gave me
Was the one that hurt the most

So thank you for the broken heart, oh yeah
And thank you for the permanent scar, oh
'Cause if it wasn’t for you, I might forget
How it feels to let go, and how it feels to get a brand new start
So thank you for the broken heart

And every time I find myself alone in pieces
I find myself
I’ll just remember when you hurt me and I made it

So thank you for the broken heart
And thank you for the permanent scar
Cause if it wasn’t for you, I wouldn’t be here
With the love of my life, all my pain disappear
I’ve come so far
So thank you for the broken heart

I thank you, I thank you
For the broken heart
Oh yeah oh, for the broken heart

I'll never have a broken heart again

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Live.laugh.Love... its a matter of Courage....

"Things in life move with twists and turns and they happen with valid reasons.
So if you doubt why some things happen to you,
remember this: we can never be brave and Strong if the world only provides COMFORT and JOY...
Create your Blissful Encounter! " a text message received from a good friend who didn't forget me, not even once..

Due to holiday seasons, i wasn't able to get enough sleep,. so after my granted half day from work, i decided to have a powerful sleep...
and i did it, i had a 5 hours sleep... it is so rewarding... and now its 2 am, i can't barely sleep... lol...

In line with this, i make myself busy by doing household chores and checking my old messages from a roaming Sim card...
And as i delete some of the not so important messages and reminders from my network,
i was able to take  some time, reading quotes sent by my good friends over the past years.

How i miss to be very busy every  24th of Dec,. greeting friends, relatives and families to extend my gratitude via text or sometimes via phone patch.

and since im in a busy world now, the only thing that i was able to do, it to put a status in my facebook,
greeting everyone in one bible passage that i love the most this 2010.

it goes like this, "Everything is possible for a person who has FAITH..." Mark 9:23.

trying to cover up the emptiness that I feel inside, my longing to be with my mom in celebrating this holidays,. I kept myself pre-occupied with other things,.
a therapy to remedy my aches...

God is good, that  I am truly embrace by those people that I have... Kuma-o (thanks) from the buttom of my heart.
I would regain my courage to move forward and take a big step towards my journey...

"Courage means moving ahead in spite of bumpy roads.
it means admitting you're afraid sometimes and yet moves on.
 Courage means soaring like an eagle on the wings of hope.
 it means searching for the seeds of TRUTH and allowing them to blossom in our lives.
Courage means walking tall and unafraid,
because we know that at the heart of courage is GOD. "

2:35 AM 12/26/2010

Saturday, January 1, 2011

amnesia girl realizes...

Bakit ba pinupuntahan ang isang tao?
Dahil gusto mo siya?
Dahil mahal mo siya.”

-Irene and Apollo (Toni Gonzaga and John Lloyd Cruz)

“May mga maswerteng tao na nahanap na yung taong para sa kanila. May mga taong patuloy na naghahanap at may iba na sumuko na. Pero yung pinakamasaklap, eh yung nasayo na pinakawalan mo pa.”
-Apollo (John Lloyd Cruz)

amnesia girl realizes...

I still remember how i cried, when i watched my ultimate fave tag movie,..
One more chance,.. As far as i remembered, that was the same moment that I feel so weak, down and quite in unstable mode...

And as i have the chance now, i was able to watch another enjoyable movie by Mr. JLC...

Everytime I watched his movie, i got so stuck up with the lines that he delivered...
people think that I'm such a hopeless romantic creature... but what can I do,. i can't resist from it...

From Amnesia girl movie:

aT the start, He throw up this line:
here it goes:

 "Napakaraming tao sa sa dami daming tao, nakakatuwang isipin na matatagpuan mu ang tao na laan para sayo,.
minsan nga lang, nagkita na dapat kayo, pero dahil sa yumoko ka, hindi mu xa natagpuan,.
o kaya nman may nakaharang, kaya hindi mu xa nasulyapan...
maswerte ung iba,. dahil natagpuan na nila agad, ung iba nman patuloy pa rin naghahanap, at naliligaw. ung iba nmn sumuko na..."

at this point, he is right,. we have different stories when it comes to love... we have different path that we chose to travel...
but at the endpoint, we always want to find our treasure,.
with perseverance,we can even stay long and walk more patiently, wishing at the end, we can find it,. our true love.

"Naniniwala ka ba sa love at first sight? e sa second sight?
para kang tae, hindi kita mapaglaruan.... "

Sometimes even we fell in love at first sight,. in the process,. we encounter difficulties, tiredness, afraidness from the future,
that we give up, with a wrong notation,. And since we can't stand from the one that we truly love,
& we dont want to hurt them more,. we decided to go out of way and chose the dark side and turn back...
Till time will come, that path will again cross, and unfinish details will be lighten up and "road signs" will give help.

I end up teary eyed, when He confessed to himself that He want to grab a second chance to bring back the life of her woman...

" Gusto kong makita ulit ang mga ngiti nya,. gusto kong ibalik ang buhay nya,. maging masaya ulit siya. at huwag niyang isarado ang puso nya na mag mahal.
buksan muli ang puso nya para makapagmahal ulit siya,."

For a woman who have been in pain for a while,. its difficult to open up again her heart..from a new love or evenmore from the same one...
But if a man is willing to grab a second chance, with a desire, perseverance and sincerity, second chance can be a key to open up her heart again.

"para kang alarm clock, ginsing mo ang natutulog kung puso"...

" Minsan isang pagkakataon lang ang ibinibigay satin, kaya dapat gawin natin ang lahat, with that one chance...
o kaya naman, minsan mapalad tayong napagbibigyan ng second chance,. gamitin natin ang second chance na'to para itama at isaayos ang lahat...
second chance will bring back your true love,. pero pag hinayaan mo pa ulit, true love pa ba yun?"

1:29 AM 12/29/2010