Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Thank You For The Broken Heart...

I just wanna share this song,. 
I love to hear it,. and i want to dedicate it,.
but its too late...
so i just merely blog it...

Everything I know about love
I learned from you, from you
And everything I know about pain
I learned from you, you

You were my only, you were my first
You showed me lonely, and you took me in when I was hurt
But the most important thing you ever gave me
Was the one that hurt the most

So thank you for the broken heart, oh yeah
And thank you for the permanent scar, oh
'Cause if it wasn’t for you, I might forget
How it feels to let go, and how it feels to get a brand new start
So thank you for the broken heart

I still remember when you called
And said that he didn’t mean anything
How could you expect me to look at you
The same way
You were my only but not my last
You showed me lonely, and you made me put you in the past
But the most important thing you ever gave me
Was the one that hurt the most

So thank you for the broken heart, oh yeah
And thank you for the permanent scar, oh
'Cause if it wasn’t for you, I might forget
How it feels to let go, and how it feels to get a brand new start
So thank you for the broken heart

And every time I find myself alone in pieces
I find myself
I’ll just remember when you hurt me and I made it

So thank you for the broken heart
And thank you for the permanent scar
Cause if it wasn’t for you, I wouldn’t be here
With the love of my life, all my pain disappear
I’ve come so far
So thank you for the broken heart

I thank you, I thank you
For the broken heart
Oh yeah oh, for the broken heart

I'll never have a broken heart again

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Live.laugh.Love... its a matter of Courage....

"Things in life move with twists and turns and they happen with valid reasons.
So if you doubt why some things happen to you,
remember this: we can never be brave and Strong if the world only provides COMFORT and JOY...
Create your Blissful Encounter! " a text message received from a good friend who didn't forget me, not even once..

Due to holiday seasons, i wasn't able to get enough sleep,. so after my granted half day from work, i decided to have a powerful sleep...
and i did it, i had a 5 hours sleep... it is so rewarding... and now its 2 am, i can't barely sleep... lol...

In line with this, i make myself busy by doing household chores and checking my old messages from a roaming Sim card...
And as i delete some of the not so important messages and reminders from my network,
i was able to take  some time, reading quotes sent by my good friends over the past years.

How i miss to be very busy every  24th of Dec,. greeting friends, relatives and families to extend my gratitude via text or sometimes via phone patch.

and since im in a busy world now, the only thing that i was able to do, it to put a status in my facebook,
greeting everyone in one bible passage that i love the most this 2010.

it goes like this, "Everything is possible for a person who has FAITH..." Mark 9:23.

trying to cover up the emptiness that I feel inside, my longing to be with my mom in celebrating this holidays,. I kept myself pre-occupied with other things,.
a therapy to remedy my aches...

God is good, that  I am truly embrace by those people that I have... Kuma-o (thanks) from the buttom of my heart.
I would regain my courage to move forward and take a big step towards my journey...

"Courage means moving ahead in spite of bumpy roads.
it means admitting you're afraid sometimes and yet moves on.
 Courage means soaring like an eagle on the wings of hope.
 it means searching for the seeds of TRUTH and allowing them to blossom in our lives.
Courage means walking tall and unafraid,
because we know that at the heart of courage is GOD. "

2:35 AM 12/26/2010

Saturday, January 1, 2011

amnesia girl realizes...

Bakit ba pinupuntahan ang isang tao?
Dahil gusto mo siya?
Dahil mahal mo siya.”

-Irene and Apollo (Toni Gonzaga and John Lloyd Cruz)

“May mga maswerteng tao na nahanap na yung taong para sa kanila. May mga taong patuloy na naghahanap at may iba na sumuko na. Pero yung pinakamasaklap, eh yung nasayo na pinakawalan mo pa.”
-Apollo (John Lloyd Cruz)

amnesia girl realizes...

I still remember how i cried, when i watched my ultimate fave tag movie,..
One more chance,.. As far as i remembered, that was the same moment that I feel so weak, down and quite in unstable mode...

And as i have the chance now, i was able to watch another enjoyable movie by Mr. JLC...

Everytime I watched his movie, i got so stuck up with the lines that he delivered...
people think that I'm such a hopeless romantic creature... but what can I do,. i can't resist from it...

From Amnesia girl movie:

aT the start, He throw up this line:
here it goes:

 "Napakaraming tao sa sa dami daming tao, nakakatuwang isipin na matatagpuan mu ang tao na laan para sayo,.
minsan nga lang, nagkita na dapat kayo, pero dahil sa yumoko ka, hindi mu xa natagpuan,.
o kaya nman may nakaharang, kaya hindi mu xa nasulyapan...
maswerte ung iba,. dahil natagpuan na nila agad, ung iba nman patuloy pa rin naghahanap, at naliligaw. ung iba nmn sumuko na..."

at this point, he is right,. we have different stories when it comes to love... we have different path that we chose to travel...
but at the endpoint, we always want to find our treasure,.
with perseverance,we can even stay long and walk more patiently, wishing at the end, we can find it,. our true love.

"Naniniwala ka ba sa love at first sight? e sa second sight?
para kang tae, hindi kita mapaglaruan.... "

Sometimes even we fell in love at first sight,. in the process,. we encounter difficulties, tiredness, afraidness from the future,
that we give up, with a wrong notation,. And since we can't stand from the one that we truly love,
& we dont want to hurt them more,. we decided to go out of way and chose the dark side and turn back...
Till time will come, that path will again cross, and unfinish details will be lighten up and "road signs" will give help.

I end up teary eyed, when He confessed to himself that He want to grab a second chance to bring back the life of her woman...

" Gusto kong makita ulit ang mga ngiti nya,. gusto kong ibalik ang buhay nya,. maging masaya ulit siya. at huwag niyang isarado ang puso nya na mag mahal.
buksan muli ang puso nya para makapagmahal ulit siya,."

For a woman who have been in pain for a while,. its difficult to open up again her heart..from a new love or evenmore from the same one...
But if a man is willing to grab a second chance, with a desire, perseverance and sincerity, second chance can be a key to open up her heart again.

"para kang alarm clock, ginsing mo ang natutulog kung puso"...

" Minsan isang pagkakataon lang ang ibinibigay satin, kaya dapat gawin natin ang lahat, with that one chance...
o kaya naman, minsan mapalad tayong napagbibigyan ng second chance,. gamitin natin ang second chance na'to para itama at isaayos ang lahat...
second chance will bring back your true love,. pero pag hinayaan mo pa ulit, true love pa ba yun?"

1:29 AM 12/29/2010